When you're gonna take me out of this black hole?

A few questions that I need to know
How you could ever hurt me so
I need to know what I've done wrong
And how long it's been going on
Was it that I never paid enough attention?
Or did I not give enough affection?
Not only will your answers keep me sane
But I know never to make
The same mistake again
You can tell me to my face
Or even on the phone
You can write it in a letter
Either way I have to know
Did I never treat you right?
Did I always start the fight?
Either way, I'm going out of my mind
All the answers to my questions I have to find

My head spinning
Boy I'm in a daze
I feel isolated
Don't wanna communicate
I'll take a shower
I will scour, I will roam
To find peace of mind
The happy mind I once owned, yeah

Flexing vocabulary runs right through me
The alphabet runs right from A to Zee
Conversations, hesitations in my mind
You got my conscience asking questions that I can't find
I'm not crazy
I'm sure I haven't done nothing wrong, no
I'm just waiting
Cause I heard that this feeling won't last that long

Never ever have I ever felt so low
When you're gonna take me out of this black hole?
Never ever have I ever felt so sad
The way I'm feeling, yeah
You got me feeling really bad
Never ever have I had to find
I've had to dig away to find my own peace of mind
I've never ever had my conscience to fight
The way I'm feeling, yeah
It just don't feel right

I'll keep searching
Deep within my soul
For all the answers
Don't wanna hurt no more
I need peace
Gotta feel that ease need to be
Free from pain
I'm going sane
My heart aches, yeah

You can tell me to my face
You can tell me on the phone
Ooh, you can write it in a letter, babe
'Cause I really need to know
You can write it in a letter, babe
You can write it in a letter, babe

All Saints - Never Ever